I'M THINKING OF HIM TODAY INSANITY

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#1 Jun 30 - 9PM
Lisa Mitchell
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I'M THINKING OF HIM TODAY INSANITY

Defintion of insanity... doing the same thing over and over again expecting a different result. I 've had a bad day all day I've thought about him I was tempted to call the narc....why??? I feel like I've been thru a hurrican and I'm standing here looking at the damage wondering where do I start to rebuild my life. My feelings are all over the place... I have'nt cried but today I felt like I would burst into tears....I thought if only I could talk to him I would feel better..I loved him...but in reality if he did not lie,cheat,steal had a job and did not call me names then I would'nt be on this website feeling sorry for myself right now. This stinks!!! I stopped drinking 4 years ago and that was easy compared to this...will the pain every stop?? i KNOW IT WILL BUT i NEED IT TO STOP NOW.LOL So how do you all continue with the nc???? It's so hard..It;s been 10 days this time.

Jul 2 - 12AM
Ruby
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Why..

Jul 1 - 9AM
Janie53
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Hi Lisa- I will offer my two

Jul 2 - 12AM (Reply to #9)
Lisa Mitchell
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Thanks Janie and no I am not

Jul 2 - 10PM (Reply to #10)
Jenna H
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way to be Lisa

Jul 1 - 7AM
onwithmylife
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Lisa

Jun 30 - 10PM
Deidre99
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It IS hard. If NC was easy,

Jul 1 - 8AM (Reply to #6)
Jenna H
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Deidre and the circus

Jun 30 - 9PM
Theresia
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You are not alone - don't breake NC

Jul 1 - 3AM (Reply to #2)
Narcisgone
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Stay strong

Jul 1 - 7AM (Reply to #3)
Theresia
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Accusing me of moving on... I know that one so well!!!

Jul 1 - 8AM (Reply to #4)
onwithmylife
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Theresia