I'm getting out! I'm goin to get no contact in my life!

Omg, yes I know.thanks all.... I told him today that I didnt want him near me anymore. He twisted my words so I felt confused and kept trying to turn it around. it was so horrid, how he kept doign that!!!! But I stodd my ground. As soon as he sais soemthing that left me feeling confused, I just ignored it and moved straight on.. Our son was at school. I went back to the house about 10am to take my medication and he was there!!!!! I told him I didnt want him in the house anymore. I never mentioned legal proceddings cos I dont want him to have an inkling until I can serve papers. I felt bad as I told him, he looked sad and visibly shocked but he didnt protest and he just stood there giving me perect eye contact, eyeballing me, like the day I met him. To think that I was impressed by that then!!!! I said about the juicer incident too... I said, 'why dont you watch a you tube video on champion juicer assembly?' I said... 'you can watch someone tell you how its sone properly, someone who you have enough respect for to actually listen to'... He said alright I will.. thus agreeing that he actually didnt respect me enough to listen to me in that istance!!! he had a light buld moment look in his eye, like he agreed that he didn't actaully repsect me enough to listen to me.. it was very odd. I said I was sick of that stuff happening and that I wanted him to make an massive effort to stay away from me.. I have one problem in that if I want to go my martial arts class he will have to come into my hosue to baby sit.. We have agreed that he comes in and go straight away and that he is not allowd to eat my food, to sleep over, to touch anything or do garden etc and to just not talk to me. Its not ideal and I need to find a baby sitter really, but I cant let that freak stop me form bettering myself. So for now I will have to allow the accpetion of that one event. I guess most of you would say get him out and lunch the kung fu. but I love it and it helps me so much. He will prob be a total pig about it (after all its still a way-in for him isnt it). He will f**k me over by being late and not adhering to my rules.. but I am gona get mediation set up first and then if he still abuses me I will get a occupation order and have to give it up.... but right now, I have made is abunadnlty clear that ist not working and that I dont wany him around me... I doubt he can understand it. he staretd rantign about the mioney he gives me. I told him not to use that as levergae and that he can give me less money. I may be saying the wrong thing but man I cant let him use that stuff as power over me.. I hate him, his massive ego, his massive need to control me and his innate ability to f**k up everything.. he can pull those dow eys and look sad but I know its an act now.. Just a show for me the only audience who ever admired him.. He must be sh**ting it, about loosing his only audience!!!! Guess he will have to try working hard to get new supply now.. And me I will start to really reach intot he love I have inside myself... xx thanks all. You are all shiny stars... xxxx