I will never make this same mistake again. I was hoovered.

I was hoovered last month and I made the biggest mistake of my life my ever believing a word he said. I guess I was truly in denial that he could be that cruel. I was in denial that he was an N. I truly realize the power this HORRIBLE person had over me. I feel so ashamed. I invested so much into understanding NPD, and I got sucked into it anyway. This will never happen again. I will trust my instincts and I will look out for myself. I cannot believe I left all of you amazing inspirational people for that jackass.