I was telling Betty.............

I was telling Betty, on one of my posts, that since my hN no longer carries two phones(our family ph line and the one the whore pays for he only uses ours now) suddenly, some of his texts, like the ones that say hey mama, or luv u, come to my phone as duplicate texts, how cringy, he sends her the same text as he sends me, yuk. Im kind of embarrassed for him, like what Im stupid, i dont know what duplicate means, and there are only those that are duplicate, when they say stuff like, youre the best ever or i love you and miss you, those are plain text, not duplicates, but ewwwwwwwwww, thats so cheesy......this guy is a real piece of work, hes so fked up in the head, how does he do it, hes like Houdini, between telling his wife he loves her, misses her, doesnt love the whore, he cant wait to move out of there, telling her he loves her and how happy she makes him, and stringing alone his poor mistress from work, my mind would be spinning, at somepoint, hes gonna slip up big time, hope the whore notices, duplicate, but shes not that smart, so i dont know how he pulls such stunts, i think sometimes hes angry with me, not cause hes fighting with her, but because he knows i know what he is, and that frightens him. he cant stand when i call him out on his bs and lies, so he rages......he also rages when hes under pressure over there, those rages I know, he has different types of rages, the ones where hes raging because hes angry I know him, and those rages he has when hes fighting with her or feeling too much pressure from her. Does anyone but me (i mean the women in his life) have any idea what hes about? do you think they will take twenty four years to figure him out? i cant imagine, although my pain makes me think hes all roses over there, that hes not a fn prick to this douchebag. i cant imagine he doesnt rage there, but it may be possible, that hes not ready to let the mask slip as hes only lived there for six months, but hes getting more and more ornary and sweaty and miserable each week, hes more and more selfish and wants more and more from the world, i dont know, but man, i wish i could pull of his Houdini tricks, and fool the world, its has to be an art form, or something, im convinced, beyond a shadow of doubt, hes a serial killer, hes way too sneaky and creepy at times. I will make you all laugh, true story, about a year before i found out he was cheating in the nineties, my first round of devastation, there had been a serial killer killing hookers down near the beach where his mom lives, well the city around it, i was sooooooo convinced it was him, i almost called the state troopers, i was ready too, but I figured they will catch the sob or whom ever was doing the murders, unfortunately, they accused another guy, but if memory serves, there wasnt enough dna to prove for sure it was this other guy, but i swear, my hN has to be some kind of psychopath rapist or murderer, by the way he acts, its getting creepier and creepier, or im just starting to realize he is a total sociopath with no regard for anyone(i know that, but it takes time to sink in) put it this way, if he were accused of being a serial killer I wouldnt be surprised. i hope i dont sound like a scorned woman, im serious about how creepy he is to me lately.........lol