i tried to keep him with sex...humiliating my self

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#1 May 12 - 11PM
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i tried to keep him with sex...humiliating my self

he broke up with me tonight. i tried to keep him with sex, and afterwards i said is this really over are you a 100% sure and he said "yes" so i got up and left. he asked for a kiss good bye...i touched his leg and said there is no going back, no e-mail, txt or phone call. told him he could keep everything I had at his place...i have no need for it. He said he thinks he has stuff at my place...and i said NO you don't and if you do I'll send it. I am in shock and trying not to freak out. i though id be able to walk away with my dignity intact and yet i let him have sex with me. i am back from the last round. i know he will not try and hoover. i could see the look in his eyes that he was serious and it was over. knowing that he was 100% sure gave me closure and an understanding of where he is at. I pray i have the serenity and self reliance to make it through with my dignity and self intact. I am telling my self that me walking away and not spending the night was my final fuck you to him. I don't know if this makes sense to anyone or if anyone is awake to read this...if you are I could use some feedback and help. love to all

ttr

May 14 - 12PM
tryingtorecover
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Major cognitive D!!

May 14 - 12AM
Ready2heal
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Ttr, I have been here too

May 14 - 12PM (Reply to #11)
tryingtorecover
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Ready

May 14 - 1PM (Reply to #13)
Janie53
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ttr

May 14 - 4PM (Reply to #14)
Lacey
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His words are meaningless

May 14 - 12PM (Reply to #12)
Used
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tryingtorecover

May 13 - 3PM
Warrior
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Stop, please, take the

May 13 - 12PM
Hunter
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He's not done with you.. They

May 13 - 8PM (Reply to #6)
sick_of_being_s...
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Hunter!

May 13 - 10PM (Reply to #7)
Hunter
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It has nothing to do with

May 13 - 10PM (Reply to #8)
Ruby
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Yes actions must always match

May 13 - 12AM
unbreakable
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Okay, so you humiliated

May 12 - 11PM
foreverfun1
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hi

May 12 - 11PM (Reply to #2)
tryingtorecover
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foreverfun

May 13 - 2AM (Reply to #3)
shock and awe.some
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TTR, how many times has he