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I punched the living day lights of the OW's face!!! :-D

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#1 May 6 - 3AM
Qing Yuan
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I punched the living day lights of the OW's face!!! :-D

:-D
Ok I didnt...not for real OF COURSE NOT, but in my head...
I went to a very hard KF conditiong class last night.
We had the pads out, I visulised there 2 stupid dumb faces...
Especially his smug bastard smirk!!!

My sifu said 'Good Punching Qing'
He went on to say... as the beads of sweat were pouring of my head and nose and I was letting out shrieks... 'someones angry'

DAMN RIGHT!!!

It wont change anythign but it made me feel better... SO much better....
x

May 9 - 7AM
WellRed
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Oooohhh, I have to admit, I'm

Oooohhh, I have to admit, I'm a little disappointed you didn't actually knock her face off.......he he
May 6 - 6PM
Steph
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ooh, I have to admit I'm glad

ooh, I have to admit I'm glad you didn't REALLY do it! Sounds like you have a great outlet to get your 'angries' out! That's so great. Next time, imagine punching HIS face in too. He's the one that ultimately deserves it most! xoxo
May 7 - 2AM (Reply to #2)
Qing Yuan
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Ooh imagined his face too!

Yep both of them! My training partne was a massive bloke so he held 2 pads out the first fond and narc was on the left and narcette was on the right! I have admit myright jab is strongest and she was thebrunt of that! I thought I was more angry at him but each night in bed I would dream about scratching her eyes out even tho in my conscious mind I didn't want too! So I thought I'd visualise her face to appease my subconscoiuse mind that really must have a bone with her too! Sure enough it worked and the dreams stopped! Felt a milliontimes less anxious! Thanks staying strong! ((hugs)) I am rejoicing today! I'm free! Woo hoo! Now I wan thank the woman! Xx
May 7 - 4AM (Reply to #3)
Scoop
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The ow has done you a favour

The ow has done you a favour , the flea of a narc will bury himself into her now as his new host and hopefuly leave you alone . After the pain and anger has gone there is a sence of freedom dare i say even a hint of a rosey furture . I was thinking of all the romatic films we have been fed over the years and they kind of follow the same theam of a man dead inside untill he meets the wonder woman who makes him into the man he always knew he could be ... but with psycopaths that story just aint going to happen , the ow wont re wire his brain up . My narc has a very long history of D&D with out exception he has idealized delvauled and discarded everyone he knows with as much emotional content as some one switching a channel on the tv . The ow fate is sealed its just a matter of time , i mean good god he has already done it once already to her and true to form he hovered her back in for a second round of crazy .In my more enlightened moments i feel sorry for her i am a year and a half down the road with my healing and reading and i know what he is and she has just begun the jorney and i wouldnt wish this jorney on anyone . Hang in there let all that anger out , the rain is here today after such a long hot dry weather which is just what we need to break the tention .. big love Scoop x