THIS I PROMISE, THERE IS LIFE AFTER A NARC, AND IT IS A BEAUTIFUL ONE
THIS I PROMISE, THERE IS LIFE AFTER A NARC, AND IT IS A BEAUTIFUL ONE
MOST OF YOU WHO HAVE READ MY POSTS ARE PROBABLY GOING TO BE SHOCKED, BUT I AM HERE, EVEN AFTER BEING COMPLETELY HEARTBROKEN AND OBESSESS WITH MY EX, YES, FINALLY EX, HN, TO TELL YOU, THERE IS LIFE AFTER A NARC, AND A BEAUTIFUL LIFE, CLEAR AND FREE OF ANY TWISTED AND SICK MIND FUCKING AND ABUSE. THE FOG HAS LIFTED FOR ME, I CAN SEE CLEARLY NOW, IM FREE OF THE NARC, AFTER TWENTY SIX YEARS, AND I FOUND THAT THERE IS A BEAUTIFUL LIFE BECAUSE HE IS NO LONGER IN MINE, I SKIPPED OVER THE NC PART, SAW THERE IS NO NEED TO LOOK AT HIM EXCEPT FOR WITH HIS MASK ON, AND TO KNOW WHEN HE IS PLAYING THE VICTIM I SHOULD SHOVE AN OSCAR UP HIS AS BECAUSE ITS ONLY AND ACT, AND BETTER YET, I HAVE REALIZED THE OW, DID ME A GREAT FAVOR, AND THAT NOW, HE IS HER PROBLEM. I CANT BELIEVE IT MYSELF, I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NOT AN OUNCE OF LOVE OR FEAR FOR THE MAN WHO TORMENTED ME FOR THIS LONG. I DONT LOVE HIM, DONT MISS HIM, DONT PINE FOR HIM, COULD CARE LESS WHERE HE IS, WHO HE IS WITH, AND WHAT THEY ARE DOING, BECAUSE YOU SEE, I FOUND THERE IS LIFE AFTER SEEING WHAT A NARC CAN TRULY DO TO SOMEONE ELSE. I BELIEVE MORE THAN ANYTHING, I CRAWLED OUT OF HELL ON MY HANDS AND KNEES AND AT THE TOP I FOUND SUNLIGHT AND BELIEVE OR NOT, A LIFE THAT IS SO WONDERFUL AND SUCH A GREAT LEARNING EXPERIENCE, THAT SOMEDAYS I HAVE TO PINCH MYSELF AND PRAY IM STILL HERE. I SUFFERED FOR SO LONG, I HURT SO BAD EMOTIONALLY THAT MY PHYSICAL BODY HAD TRUE PAIN, AND NOW, I FEEL NOTHING FOR MY EX HN HES VERMIN, SCUM AND TO BE HONEST, I DONT FEEL A THING WHEN I SEE HIM, NOTHING, I FEEL NOTHING, IM SO INDIFFERENT TO HIM, ITS ALMOST LIKE WALKING PAST A STRANGER IN THE GROCERY STORE. I DONT KNOW HOW THIS HAPPENED, AND MAYBE ITS BECAUSE I WAS SAVED, SAVED IN MORE WAYS THAN ANY HUMAN BEING CAN BE SAVED, BUT I DO KNOW WHEN YOUR EYES ARE OPENED AND THE FOG IS LIFTED, THERE TRULY IS A LIFE WAITING, I HAVENT BEEN THIS HAPPY OR FELT THIS NORMAL SINCE I MET THE EX HN AT THE AGE OF TWENTY, MY LIFE HAS BEEN A COMPLETE NIGHTMARE, AND WHO KNOWS AND WHO CARES WHY I STAYED, ALL I KNOW IS IM OUT AND BOY DOES IT FEEL GOOD....I SLEEP TIGHT AT NIGHT, I CAN FUNCTION DURING THE DAY AND THE WORLD LOOKS LIKE A BETTER PLACE. I NO LONGER HOLD MY HEAD DOWN IN SHAME, I WALK AROUND KNOWING I DESERVE THE BEST, AND GUESS WHAT I HAVE IT, ITS A LIFE WITHOUT THE NARC.....AND TRUST ME, IF JAYCEE CAN DO IT, ANYONE CAN, BELIEVE ME THERE IS A LIFE AFTER THE NARC, AND CAN I TELL YOU ALL ITS BEAUTIFUL SIMPLY BEAUTIFUL........XOXO JAYCEE
I applaud you, This has been
jaycee
jaycee,
spinning
I never imagined this kind of happiness
Jaycee
Jaycee
Congratulations!
thanks for the reply/thinking of all of you everyday
Jaycee
Life after Narc
GIRLS I AM TRULY AND UTTERLY HAPPY
Jaycee
I am really happy for you
jaycee
This has got go be my
LITTLE ONE, A LONG TIME, BUT WORTH THIS BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Jaycee
just let go
Believe in yourself!
Terri
jaycee
Go Jaycee!!! Glad to hear you