I never thought I'd be in this situation...

So after all those text messages and whatnot he called me later that night, and I picked up. I knew I shouldn't but part of me really wanted to see what he had to say. We talked for about an hour. I told him how much he hurt me, and he kept on apologizing. But at the same he wouldn't take responsibility for some of his behavior. Like the pics he posted of the girl he was dating 2 months after we broke up- he just said "common it was a rebound..I don't even talk to her anymore," but he did admit the sleeping with her when I asked.

We talked about our lives. I was really strong, and tried not to be emotional. He actually asked me if I thought we would ever get back together!? After 5 months of feeling like I got dropped some how the cards got turned around. He told me he loved me and missed me, and felt like the distance was really good. He also told me he is working hard on himself. I made sure I didn't say I missed him or loved him back.

He said something that really got to me "I thought it would be easy to find a girl with the same sense of humor as you, but it isn't. You are one of a kind." An insult dressed up as a compliment. He broke up with me the day after my cousins funeral to go find funny girl. Cool.

Even though I initiated those text messages- I don't regret the phone call. I feel stronger. I finally feel like the ball is in my court. In fact, he texted me again : "I really enjoyed talking with you and I hope we can sit down and get coffee sometime. Let me know when you are ready."

I did not, and will not reply.