I have a very bad fantasy and need a major reality check now
I have a very bad fantasy and need a major reality check now
It has been brewing for days. I don't let my mind entertain it too long. I am focusing on my healing. I am strong in NC...I am just bringing this thought to you wonderful women because I want to read your replies if/when he shows up at my door and I even entertain this idea for a second...
ok here goes...my revenge:
he knocks ( he has shown up in the past swooning over me) and I let him in...we have sex...the out of this world sex we had all the time...( please don't ask me to question this, it was the best sex...I wish it wasn't the case, but it was)..
he curls up to spoon me and fall asleep and .....I calmly tell him I want him to leave..he looks at me incredulous. I offer no explanation, no talking, no hint of anything..I just say I want him to go now...
I never respond to his calls, don't answer the door again. I discard him in effect. I go NC again 100% and leave him wondering what the fuck happened. I take back the control...the power and leave him mind fucked....
why is this a terrible idea? I mean it...thank you and please don't be too harsh...honest and frank is fine...
Well.....In a perfect
ok..I think I got it...
Strivingforhealing
Totally agree Dabussard.
Arwen
Sparrow in fact I am not new
MY BAD.......I THOUGHT YOU
whew ok glad that got cleared
I think it's very interesting
Arwen , can you expand on your thoughts here?
Striving...I didn't mean
strivingforhealing
Striving, Used says it all here...
spinning
Thank you all so much. I will refrain from sex and revenge
It all sounds like sweet
Im sorry it just wouldnt hurt
Oh well, the revendge idea is