I got burgled and broke 60 days NC

I am so angry with myself. I got burgled for the first time ...I freaked. The ExN always said for any emergencies to email him.

Like what I thought ?!! But this was an emergency but I SHOULD NOT have emailed him...this had now made the most awful situation WORSE.

He's not replied and I even tried to call him and ouch found out I'm still blocked...after do long ?!

I know I shouldn't be surprised as they are not human.

Stressed, upset and feeling down right sick, PayitForward x