I feel very empty and can't figure out why I want to contact him
#1
Dec 15 - 12PM
I feel very empty and can't figure out why I want to contact him
I feel very empty right now and don't feel the rush of communication I guess. I have no intention of contacting him but a big part of me wishes he would contact me. I feel very lonely and sad but also empty inside.
I didn't cry as much this morning on the way in but still cried. I haven't cried at work so that's a blessing. It doesn't feel any better but I'm not crying as much. I really hope this is going to get better each day so by Spring time I can enjoy the outdoors with my son and not think of stupid head on his stupid boat with his special son.
Happy1
sick of it
Let the tears fall
michele115
I know that empty feeling,
Happy1
Happy1 , please think ,
thanks ewa
Happy1 forgiveness will come
ewa