I feel PATHETIC.....
I feel PATHETIC.....
Ladies,
I feel soooo pathetic. He is INSANE and I always feel so bad. We spend most weekends together, he always encourages me to stay with him for the weekend. He is (behind my back)....telling people (he thinks he can trust, who tell me, and he has no idea)that I monopolize his weekends, and he cant accomplish anything cuz Im always around and
he wants me around just not ALL weekend. HE IS SUCH A LIAR!!!!! I would love to confront him and slap him in the face, but I cant tell him who told me etc etc....so theres no point.
Heres the pathetic part.......
I want to go there, I feel as tho it has become part of my routine, and even after all the untrue things he says, I still want to spend time with him. I know I shouldnt, so I do my best to avoid him, but its hard. I cannot stop crying today, and I feel so horrible. Im in love
with an unavailable psycho, who doesnt even deserve my time. I would love to get him back, and have him running circles trying to figure out what happen.I would love to just burn him into a deeper depression while I just point and laugh. But im not that cruel. But any tips to help with that would be GREAT!
When Im not around he sleeps, and does NOTHING! at all....I know this for a fact, as Im close with his roommate. He is garbage compared to me, Im MAD at MYSELF!
Im so mad, but more sad, and hurt and confused and baffled and ahhhh.I get mad and ready for the next time he calls, to tell him where to go, and then I calm down and think of the 2 outta 10 good things.
I hate myself for this, and having such low-self esteem, I meet great guys ALLLL the time and dont even care, cuz Im so "blind, stupid and in love with a moron".
I guess this is me just venting. Thanks for listening.
you aren't pathetic you
You are not pathetic you are
I feel pathetic
Marie.
whatever 2009
Ladies...
Chin up, whatever2009. :)
whatever - here's my tips
Barbara's tips
Marie
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Whatever2009 I'm sorry you
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