i feel like im never going to get past this
i feel like im never going to get past this
Ive been thru so much in the last year...with the XN....the D&D ...him never leaving my life....to him doing just that..leaving my life.
I have been furious all day...I now hate hate that evil man. I sit here right now though ready to cry. He knows I hate change...so what did he purposely do create this change for me...
to know I cant even call him at all ever not even if i was dying...well I think it is time I start seeing im as dead. I think it is the only way I will get past this.
the last we spoke he said to me when I asked when we could talk again...and he at first said never and then said ok...we will again...but not for a looooong looooong time...and then said you will end up hating me. Yes, he is right I hate him.
I hate that he was fake...i hate how he sucked me back in. I hate how I now have to go to therapy instead of living a nice happy life with the guy I thought he was in the quaint town we both dreamed of moving to.
Since he has blocked all methods where I can contact him...I have no choice but to convince my heart that he has died.
I just get the feeling I will always be stuck like this.
Me too
Thank You, Barbara! YOU TELL
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nolongercontrolled
Hi destiny
Thanks everyone. I think
Jessika- You're going on a
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nolongercontrolled
Hi
healing retreats
NO YOU WON'T!!!
LOL... whew
Jessika sweetie
Oh Cynthia
listen to my song for me
Is there a link?
hey
what is IDK?
IDK