I feel like I want to die today
I feel like I want to die today
When the sun comes out like this and the flowers and trees are in bloom, the pain is so much worse, the loss of him. I live an hour south of where we spent that great summer together as teens and i am just having the most horrible, depressed day realizing he really, really is gone. He really is probably with someone else, he really told me he wanted to marry me, over and over again, and be a father to my children, etc., etc. and all I can think about is his face and what it felt like to be in his arms, not for 3 months as adults only but the feelings that never left me for thirty years. I am having SUCH trouble believing it's over and it's been almost five months. How can I be so consumed with him still...I know who he is and I hate who he is. And I have so many feelings for him. OMG someone help me. I have to go back and read that post about the predators. I just want to sink into the earth and disappear. How does he not think about me :-( :-( :-(
we were only together 5 months
Lisab mine is also alcoholic
5 months is still early days
Scoop I think you are right
pg i wish i could cry so hard right now, i need that too
Jaycee
hey PG
hey PG
pg this weather eats me alive as well but
Jaycee
Love to you Dudette.
Love to you Jaycee...I know
pg i feel the same, how can this be possible, how?
Jaycee
You will get better PG
Thanks Janine. I will look
Sometimes
NLB thank you so much honey i
PG this shall pass
Finallygot it thx I am crying
Gosh I could have written
I am in therapy and have been
How do you feel when you
I'm sorry!
thx so much your post and
Lady...
Mercies in Disguise...u know
for sure :)
CC I just listened to
Cecilia thank you so much. i
p.s. and it was ALL still my
This is the guy that robbed
Strong thank you for the