i broke nc-and im happy about it!
i broke nc-and im happy about it!
so i broke nc. i had all these feelings, questions, etc. and even though you have all warned me about the consequences of breaking nc...i did it anyways. i will admit that i thought my result would be different, that somehow the months apart had some effect or changed him. i thought i would get some closure, answers, etc.
and i did!
i dont know about anyone else but i am glad that i broke nc because it has left me with absolutely no doubt in my mind that he is F**Ked up big time!!!!!! as soon as he opened his mouth i was instantly reminded about why i left him in the first place and that he will never change.
instead of wondering if he changed or is better in someway, especially with OW, i know with certainty that he has not and that i am not missing a damn thing. i have been praying so much and GOD just gave me a huge sign that i did the right thing!!!! thankful!!!!
after 4 months he is still selfish, a user, liar, cheater, manipulator, and has absolutely no remorse, cannot accept any responsibility, is a spoiled brat, and still blames me and everyone else for his mistakes. he is still putting on a big show for the world, etc. but i know in my heart now without a doubt that i did the right thing and best of all...i dont even want him anymore!!!
i know that i will still have my moments of mourning the mirage and feel lonliness, etc. but i dont think it will be the same as it has been. because up to this point i felt like i still loved him. not so anymore.
has anyone else broken nc and had these same thoughts? did you feel like it brought it all together for you? i dont feel like this is a setback for me at this time but....will it be later? thoughts????
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You're seeing the troll for what he really is!
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I'm glad to hear this worked
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free @ last, free @ last...thank God almighty, free @ last
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he is a bad egg!
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Yup! Let him waste some else's time, energy and money