I am tough. I am strong, I am a fighter… but I am still lonely.
I am tough. I am strong, I am a fighter… but I am still lonely.
Do you think that for may of us we will be eternally single people. I don’t think I have yet learned how to spot a narc?
They are all the same. Hiding in the wings with their insidious creeping malicious ego’s waiting to splurge all over someone….
I am too vulnerable for anyone else’s shit.
I have closed my eyes tonight and wished that I could be beamed up out of this mess.
I hate the frigging loneliness.
My son is at his fathers.
Two things made me sad today. I saw a boy who was about 9 or 10 smoking a cigarette. He looked like he thought he was really cool. Its sick and sad this world.. And then I saw this little old man. He lives near me. He lives on his own, an old man with cat. He loves his cat and his cat loves him. He was walking with the cat outstretched, purring in his arms. He only has that cat. I wondered if he was truly happy living like that? Just him and his cat..
Can we live without others for long and be truly happy like that?
I wanted my autonomy, my independence but I miss ‘people’ I am lucky I have my job. But a job is not a home, a family or a community is it?
The loneliness is a killer right?
I am tough. I am strong, I am a fighter… but I am still lonely.
I was never in my life
gigi9
I understand completely.
almostlydia
Lonliness
Nevergoback
Vix
and the child smoking is
Vix