I am so sick to my stomach.
I am so sick to my stomach.
It has been a month since my (ex) N broke up with me. For the longest time i was still trying to partially defend him / hope he wasn't that lost or severely narcissistic. Now i discover that after 9 years with me he has already picked up a new NS, someone who was supposed to be my friend. And im pretty sure it was only 2 weeks after the break up. Also, this girl was his close friend's girlfriend. He and his friend happen to work together but now they cant anymore. This girl is so young, so immature, and really has so little to offer him. It all just sickens me! I can tell why he is using her, she will be easy to control, manipulate and she will follow blindly... again im sickened by the thoughts of how he is seducing her and why he wants her attention. Vomit vomit vomit. And worst of all i can do and say NOTHING. I know it will only cause him to lash out and hurt me more. He still hasn't completely moved out of the condo we own together. But i never want to see him again. And i cant stand the thought of remembering our past. I cant help but feel i have wasted 9 years of my life with this horrible manipulate, selfish, cruel and fake person. I devoted so much love, time and effort to him and for what? to be thrown away like garbage. I'm so sick.
Maybe a little perspective?
wholeagain..
```Live,Laugh,love```
YEP!
LML
And you can drive by smiling....
There's no words to make you
"He does what he does to everyone"
Briseis
If that's what you want...
Nicole
that's so spooky
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