I am nothing but a piece of meat

Such a long story. I only want to share the highlights. I am really messed up and grieving badly at the moment.

Boyfriend of 2 years, he is in the entertainment industry.

When we met, I was a vibrant, happy, confident woman. Now, I my spirit is crushed, I don't know who I am anymore, I feel worthless.

When we met, he had been carrying on a long-distance relationship with a woman he had lived with before for 5 years. The long distance was in it's second year and he wanted to end it. He had not been happy with her for a very long time. For one thing, she was an (and still is) an alcholic with rage issues, oh and passing out on the neighbors floors and the women in his neighborhood told me stories where she would "come on" to them, so no one ever wanted to be alone with her. In all possible ways, he told me stories that were terrible and the neighbors (who are all good friends of his) collaborated these and were so happy he was with me. So, I would not sleep with him or go exlusive until she was out of the picture...and that happened in about 3 months time.

We were totally happy at first.
He always kept in contact with her and when I would question that, he said it was due to business reasons (property) He never saw her though in those 2 years, though she begged to see him often.
She knew about me and he even changed his facebook status and she gave him a hard time, but he kept it changed.
Fast forward to 2 years later.

He impulsively quit his job one day! It seems the higher ups "insulted" him and he put his resignation in to "show them" and they showed him the door! He had it in his mind that he was indespensible and that they would beg him to stay, but nope, they said adios!

A week ago, my refrigerator broke. I do not make much money and he knows I struggle. He offered to buy me a new refrigerator...saying "see, I'm not such a bad guy" oh, but then he proceeded to break up with me..by calling me on his way out of our town....

To make a long story short. He is headed up today to move back in with the ex. in big city. And he wants to keep me in his life because he enjoys talking to me. He also wants to see me in two weeks (he will be coming back to our town to get his things) and have sex with me. Says he remembers the last time we had sex (a week ago) and it was so passionate that he thinks about me every single night. Did I mention he will be in her bed tonight?

Needless to say, my heart is broken, I told him he should not talk to me that way, I'm fragile, I'm suffering, I'm hurt, and he said he knows right from wrong, but he can not help being "bad" and "naughty" and it gives him something to look forward to. It is truly awful. Just awful.

How can someone be this cold?

What is the best thing I can do right now. I need the refrigerator. He says I can go online, pick it out, he will pay for it and I can get it delivered. I want to just get it and then never speak to him again and block him completely, in the meantime I have to
"play nice" until I get it. He said, it is up to me to cut him off from me completely, but he says it so cavalierly with almost a laugh in his voice, like he thinks I can not do this or like he will not care in the least if I do! I feel so powerless, like nothing I do would hurt him as he feels so little towards me.