How long did it take before you became indifferent?
How long did it take before you became indifferent?
I'm thinking back to the narc thing from last year...that took so long to really break free from, because we had a fake friendship going on.
But, ordinarily...you break up with these types...and you go NC...and there's no contact...how long before I can feel indifferent? :=( I have been not logging into that website...but I looked today. He had posted in the open forums, an update on his job. He's worshipped by so many men on that site, it makes me sick. It does. :=(
But, they don't know the real him. I guess someone who's been married 4x, they must think it's all the big bad women's fault. *eye roll*
And that 'friend' of mine? She jumped right into his thread...welcoming him back. I'm cutting that friendship off...and going to change my number soon. I don't need anymore fake friends in my life. After all he did to me, to trail him, so she can kiss his ass too?? Ugh.
I am not going to post there for a while, but feel like I'm going to cry yet again. I think because he's such a bastard. That I could let myself sleep with, and fall for...a bastard. That he knows he is a bastard, too...is the main thing. He prides himself on being a jerk. He admits it on there...
I just feel so ...icky. Stomach hurts. I dunno. Why did I have to date such a bad person? :=(
Anyways...just curious as to do you think if I'm off that site for a while, and once I stop lurking, I can finally get over this pain?
Yes, once you stay off the site & stop "N dipping"
Nan
He knows himself to be
Hunter - yes
For me changing my scene helped me detach a bit
really hard
Guess what?? I became a
Why did I have to date such a bad person? :=(
I don`t think there is a
everything triggers you and
to all
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weight gain.....
DaisyD
You can do it Deidre...21
Fooled no longer..... Maybe
Yeah. I agree. You know, I'm
you have no control
I dont want to stick a pin in
Thanks for this post. You are
FF2beMe
indiffrence
I am so indifferent
Dudette....I'm so glad for
you will win this kG
Good for you! Haha, I think
Dudette....so glad you're
KG anything
Decbee and KG
I'm so sorry you are feeling
indiffrence