Hoover Mantra

My ex N must be fighting with his current victim because out of the blue, for the last couple days I have been receiving texts from him. At first my heart skipped a beat. I was almost excited that he text, relieved that he still thought about me especially since I blocked his phone number so he went through ALL the trouble of signing up to a website which allows people to from an e-mail. ( that surely compares to me bending over backwards for him until I broke) I decided to refrain from responding at first as per all the advise from the wonderful ladies on this site. The texts kept coming, I started to feel sad again. What progress I had made on keeping my mind on other things and not fantasizing about him and I quickly evaporated and I felt like even though I wasn’t responding he had me again. He occupied my entire mind. Then something good happened I started to get mad, Where the hell was his concern for me when my world was falling apart, not one message contained a concern for me or any of the terrible events that had taken place, not an apology, not a I broke up with my girlfriend nothing a person who really cared would say to someone they love. I have not responded yet and am trying to stay strong even though there is a part of me that indulges in the fantasies, lies and past. I really do want to get better and take back my life. Does it ever stop? Why do they have to make it so hard and be so greedy. He has someone else, go toture her and stop pouring salt into my wounds so I can heal for f$@&s sake!
Do not fall for the hoover
Do not fall for the hoover
Do not fall for the hoover.......remember and believe it's only another trick.