his last email...makes me angry
his last email...makes me angry
before i had gotten down to figuring out about his cheating, i was hurt and confused and i was asking for answers and had told him i dont know what he gives importance to in his life and had ignored him for two days, this is what he wrote.
"i give importance to things in my life that are supportive rather than making me feel like crap days before the biggest day of my life. i go through lots of things, especially this weekend but i dont project my emotions onto someone that doesnt need to see it. anyways my feelings are not important."
when i first read it a month ago, i was so confused, and literally i asked my friend huh?
today, after having been on this forum...it is so clear. the anger/pity (my feelings arent impt poor me), the grandoise statement...biggest day in his life (he had a presentation), vagueness (i have no clue what he went through that weekend minus having an affair). I thought it was so weird he said i dont project my emotions (this was well before i knew anything about projection). but its so twisted...so if i was there for him to project his anger then he would have.
so disturbing when i look back. where was my head???
Ugh. "I give importance to
helldweller i didnt even
The Confusing double speak of Ns
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I was verbally abusive to my
ME TOO SCOOP....
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