Hi, I'm a Narc.

I just came to the conclusion from this forum that I am. As far as my ex narc, yes, I was obsessive over our relationship. Yes, I was a victim but maybe only to a extent. I have always been swooned over. By men women, boys and girls....my looks did all the walking and talking for me. I never harrow try to make friends or find love. It always fell in my lap.

Now that I'fe Bern through this with ex Narc, I look back and see that I'm so much like him. I expect to receive without giving. People are supposed to be drawn to me like magnets and if they don't I find something wrong with them.

If I'm feeling miserable, I want someone to be there with me in my misery. Not necessarily so that they can br miserable but I need them to listen to and sympathize with me.

I'm a big dreamer. I havesll these ideas of how things could or should be but I am not brave enough to make the sacrifies and efforts to get these things done.

I ignore peoples calls until I need to talk to them about something. I hate who ive become but I'm scared tobe vulnerable enough to let my guard down. I pretend to be so strong but I'm very weak. Its a front.

I like when people do and say what I want or think they shoulld say.

I am a berg strong willed person and I have strong opinion and when I talk about them and someone disagrees I kept talk and try to convince tjhem to see if my way.

When someone is venting to me, I somehow always have a comeback about how I have a similar situation instead of just letting them vent and listening to them.

I hate being like this and I want to change so i think I have to disagree about All Nafcs not being able to change