Here's What I am Struggling With at the Moment:

I keep trying to understand how someone can have no remorse, no regret, no empathy, no kindness, no guilt, nothing. I cannot wrap my head around it and I keep trying to empathize with him. For example, I keep thinking, "Well, I was never anything but kind and understanding to him. I was there for him. I worked to always see his point of view and sacrifice my own. He'll see his mistake and what he did to hurt me and feel badly and have regret. Wait. No. I forgot. He has no soul." And I go around and around with that. I keep having to remind myself that he is not like me. He really isn't human. It's very difficult to understand for me. Oof.