Heart hurting again.
Heart hurting again.
Today I was talking to an old friend abut what had happened in the last five years since I had seen them. I explained all about the narc and told them everything that had happened to me - just in the way I did on the 'share you story' section on here really. They said that they think that he must have had some real feelings for me because of all the good things he did for me and that he married and took on my children. I asked how someone who could love you and marry you could 10 months later turn into a monster who could be so cruel, and lie so very much and call me horrific names. They couldn't answer me.
I just don't understand this. I never changed. Well maybe just got quieter and less confident but never changed the caring loving honest woman I am and I never ever did anything to deserve this. I'm sorry for just rambling on but I'm just sat here crying and trying to understand it all. How can someone love you and hate you at the same time, especially when all you have done is love them so much.I am still in NC and he has text to say all the 'right' things and I don't respond, I just delete,delete,delete. Just a bad day I guess.
You lovely lovely people
Keep the NC going....you're
They won't understand
Someone can't love and hate
Journey on...
The unfortunate thing about
That about
WOS - Great description!
...and just to add, maybe i
Walking on Sunshine, you
Ah ha!
I know where you're coming from
I'm pretty new here BUT