He was taking advantage, wasnt he?

Ive been remembering a lot of things about our relationship, but one thing I remembered is that he told me he caught me "touching myself in my sleep" a couple times. This came up after one night I vaguely remember waking up to his hand going down my underwear, and me using my hand to block it and stop him. Somehow in my unconsciousness I still knew it was wrong I guess, and he was trying tp pry my fingers away but I was forcefully holding my hand down. Then he said "you were touching yourself in your sleep" and I said "no i wasnt!" and rolled over and went to bed. The next day I brought it up and he said he had been "woken up" by me making noises and touching myself. And then made a point of saying a couple of days later that I had done it again.

Ive never been told by anyone in my life that I've done this, not even my other ex I dated for 2 and a half years. And how would he be woken up by this...I would have had to be being pretty loud. And even if I was, HE was the one trying to shove his hand down my underwear, and I was trying to block him.

Its just so sickening to think about. Did he actually wait until I was asleep and try this? Once when he was drunk and thought I was sleeping he started jerking off beside me and grabbed my ass...so maybe he did this more times than I know. *shudder*

So he was clearly trying to take advantage of me and when I woke up turned it on me saying that I was touching myself, right?

The sickest indicator....I once found porn that he had DOWNLOADED, that was a guy having sex with a girl (sex AND oral sex) while she pretended to be asleep the ENTIRE time. And it was from the guy's point of view. There are entire sites devoted to that sick rape fantasy fetish.

How fucked in the head are these people..my god.

Did you guys experience anything like this??