He texted - says he wants to talk

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#1 Sep 24 - 6PM
BethanyK
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He texted - says he wants to talk

I try to come off as strong, like I can lick this thing. But to be honest, I'm just scraping by emotionally day by day and I'm miserable. I want to call my therapist, but she won't consider this an emergency. So I can't. But my mind right now is on fire. Going between crying and I hate to admit it - but excited/happy. Happy that he reached out to me. Happy that I matter to him. Why am I thinking this guys? Why? I feel so ashamed!

This guy hurt me more than anyone else ever have. He cheated on me. AND he is with her now! He told me I was crazy and insecure, only because I could just feel he was cheating on me. I used to try to defend myself and tell him it isn't crazy when it's true (he was in fact cheating). He put me down. I won't go into detail but he said such awful things that I'm still trying to convince myself that those awful things we're really true.

But this text.... why? Why bother me? He says he wants us to meet at my favorite cafe' in town. Said he's been thinking so much about me and he thinks it would be good for us to see each other. I didn't answer back.

What should I do? I mean I know I shouldn't go BUT my heart wants to go. Is there something wrong with me?

Could he be playing with me? IDK

Sep 25 - 8PM
neverlookback
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after having this experice

Sep 26 - 2PM (Reply to #68)
BethanyK
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NeverLookBack

Sep 25 - 7AM
terri
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so much wasted time

Believe in yourself!
Terri

Sep 25 - 10AM (Reply to #61)
BethanyK
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Thank you so much Terri

Sep 25 - 10AM (Reply to #65)
Deidre99
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you should block his phone

Sep 25 - 1PM (Reply to #66)
BethanyK
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I will see

Sep 25 - 10AM (Reply to #64)
shazza060969
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You will x

Sep 25 - 10AM (Reply to #62)
shazza060969
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You will x

Sep 25 - 1PM (Reply to #63)
BethanyK
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I'm glad you are not in

Sep 25 - 4AM
brinamarie
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just my two sense but to me:

Sep 25 - 8PM (Reply to #59)
EAD46
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Texting is deceptive

Sep 25 - 10AM (Reply to #51)
BethanyK
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Brinamarie

Sep 25 - 1PM (Reply to #52)
brinamarie
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I know this all too well cuz

Sep 25 - 1PM (Reply to #53)
BethanyK
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Yep

Sep 26 - 5AM (Reply to #54)
Deidre99
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Bethany

Sep 26 - 3PM (Reply to #57)
Very happy girl
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Same

Sep 26 - 3PM (Reply to #58)
neverlookback
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here is a good one for the books

Sep 26 - 2PM (Reply to #55)
BethanyK
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That's amazing

Sep 26 - 3PM (Reply to #56)
Very happy girl
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I bet now you will be able to

Sep 25 - 4AM
Deidre99
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In summary: * he cheated on

Sep 25 - 10AM (Reply to #49)
BethanyK
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N0

Sep 25 - 4AM
Goldie
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Have you considered joining the Support Group

Sep 25 - 11AM (Reply to #45)
BethanyK
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Hi Goldie

Sep 25 - 2PM (Reply to #46)
GracefullyFree
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Bethany

Sep 25 - 7PM (Reply to #47)
BethanyK
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Thanks Gracefully!!

Sep 25 - 3AM
Janie53
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Bethany

Sep 25 - 1PM (Reply to #43)
BethanyK
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Oh thank you so much

Sep 25 - 3AM
Warrior
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Don't go, please

Sep 25 - 1PM (Reply to #41)
BethanyK
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Thank you Warrior

Sep 25 - 3AM
tryingtorecover
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BethanyK