He emailed me - man of few words
He emailed me - man of few words
I texted him yesterday (after I got the news my brother in law died yesterday) that there were two deaths in my family and that I would go East soon. I just said thought he would want to know. I got no reply but when I woke up today there was an email from him (first email since last DEC- 6 months).
He forwarded a recent interview of himself being asked questions about his favorite food! Thats it! There were NO words from him! No sorry, no nothing! Just forwarded an article about himself. Man this really is some weird psychology we are dealing with. So now I am crying realizing that I do miss him but see his gross limitations. Of course he talked about his home town (where I am) alot in the article...and foods we ate together...
So you all were right about him not being able to respond appropriately. The only good thing is I realize that I am not healed enough for a phone conversation or in person meeting with him. i would never let him know I am this broken up still so many months later...
I have to confess that although I was startled to see his name, I was glad to hear from him, pitiful after how self-centered his email was.
This does not mean I want a relationship though - its just the total silence has been rough for the past half year. i still want to believe I meant something to him. I think that is the hardest piece for all of us. Their emotions are so shallow, they probably did not skip a beat whether we put in 10 or 20 years...It still huts me to think about.
I am blessed though that I have never felt jealous about him moving to the next GF, only horrified. I am no longer horrified by his behavior after educating myself - its just what they do. He moved to a new city and did what Narcs do - secure new easy accessible supply - build their image...and keep going. I am surprised he even emailed me - I expected nothing - which is sort of what I got. I could just google an interview...
Sorry if I let anyone down here, but I think I tried to treat him like a normal human being letting him know about the deaths. Believe me, I know he does not care for me and i have no false hopes of a miracle N recovery.
I did not respond to the non-email
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I have a question for you guys
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no not sure of that Hunter
Ladies
IT WAS INTENDED FOR YOU...TO
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I agree. Very well
oh, I am still not thinking clearly
No way! He is smart and
No
Don't be so hard on yourself.
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he replied appropriately for
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Hi
me too Beam
Weird Ass! Enough
thanks for telling it like it is Hunter!