He almost got me to break NC today.....Bastard!

The Hillbilly Narc got to me today. I almost broke NC to cuss and scream but I didn't because that is what he was hoping for!

He's been texting like crazy for 3 days telling me how much he misses me, we're soul mates, wanna have sex, and on and on with stupid crap! Today he sent a text telling me that he was taking his kids (small kids) out of town this weekend on a trip that we had planned to take them on months ago. He hit me right in the heart emotionally and he knew it. I love his kids and was so excited about this trip and now he's taking the chubby GF and her kid! One big freaking happy family! Thank God I had a therapy appointment this afternoon or I probably would have gone berserk. I'm finally learning how to control my MOUTH!

Narcs play dirty. They will use whatever they can to get to you. I didn't respond but he sure has me in a slump now. Does this ever end? Do you ever feel like a hostage in your life? My God I want to be free of this man and his evilness. He is the devil. I swear he's Satan.

Thanks for listening again!

Sara