Goodbye to Me from Narcissist

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#1 Aug 4 - 5PM
Lorraine
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Goodbye to Me from Narcissist

Where do I begin? I know I'm sorry doesn't begin to make anything right.

Right from the first day we met, I knew you were a good person. You were so sympathetic to my life story and just wanted to listen and help me with all my issues. I remember how you told me how I let my vulnerability show and it was irresistible.

I lied to you right from the start. I was attracted to you for so long before we even met and I didn't want to scare you off by letting you know I was juggling two other women at the same time.

You were good to me. I wasn't lying when I told you that you were the best thing that ever happened to me. You were, but as I told you, I make really bad decisions about women and relationships in my life.

I see my brothers with their families and I want what they have. I know she isn't good for me and it wasn't a great situation with her, but she is the mother of my son and I feel like I owe it to him to at least try to make it work as a family.

I am so sorry that I couldn't verbalize that to you. I didn't want to hurt you so I took the cowardly way out... You deserve better than what I can give you. I'm sorry for ever hurting you and treating you in a way that didn't honor what we had and how I felt about you.

I know I have issues and it's wrong to keep popping back in your life. It's hard for me to let go. I did
love you as much as I'm capable of loving another person. Deep inside I know it will never work with her, but I feel like this is where I'm supposed to be right now. I hope you can understand that.

Thank you for all you've given to me, especially your love. You made me feel special, loved and wanted all the time. I will never forget you. I hope you find someone who will give you everything you deserve. Everything I was incapable of giving you. I know someday I will look back and think about the five years I knew you and I will smile with tears in my eyes. You are very special and deserve someone equally as special. I'm sorry I couldn't be that person.

Aug 4 - 8PM
Pumpkin
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Supply

Pumpkin

Aug 5 - 12AM (Reply to #2)
Newandhopeful
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Ouch!

Aug 5 - 10PM (Reply to #7)
Pumpkin
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You are right

Pumpkin

Aug 5 - 7AM (Reply to #6)
Lorraine
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Thank You

Aug 5 - 5AM (Reply to #3)
Fellforaclown
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Wishful Thinking.....

Aug 5 - 7AM (Reply to #5)
Lorraine
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Thank you.. Getting there.

Aug 5 - 5AM (Reply to #4)
Fellforaclown
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I meant sorry in the first line! Damn auto spell!