Get out of jail free card...

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#1 Oct 30 - 1PM
Brandnewme
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Get out of jail free card...

Why do I feel like understanding what they are is like us giving them a get out of jail free card?

11 days NC, and every other hour I can think of a different Narc thing he said or did to me that makes me angry and sometimes stops me in my tracks where I need to stop and take a breath because for a moment the situations appear so surreal that I couldn't believe it was me. Yes,for a few seconds I forget to breathe. Is that crazy or what? I get it they are Narcs and Psychopaths but they walk away with a smile on their face leaving their wreckage behind. Time after time. For a N Its like being in a hit and run accident over and over again...and they simply get out of their car and walk away never looking back.

I know I let him in my life and in my heart, but he lied and deceived his way in there. It was too painful, embarrassing, and I had too much invested to let go of hope.At the end of it all when I realized he never had any good intentions from the beginning was the point of No Return and anger within me. Now when I wake up thinking about him there are no good memories only bad and I don't want him back, not a hoover, not glimpse of his current life. Everything he touches turns to shit so I can't imagine anything ever going well in his life.

I am tired of giving them free stuff, now they are allowed our silence without any consequences to their actions.

Oct 31 - 2PM
orchids
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Oct 31 - 2PM (Reply to #10)
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Thank you, orchids, and

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Oct 31 - 7AM
Brandnewme
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Autopilot

Oct 31 - 8AM (Reply to #7)
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K, braveheart, you are in the

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Oct 31 - 12PM (Reply to #8)
Brandnewme
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Wonderful Advice!!

Oct 30 - 2PM
Hunter
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Silence = F.. Off

Oct 30 - 2PM
talktothehand
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K

Oct 30 - 2PM (Reply to #4)
spinning
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Love that, talk...

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Oct 30 - 2PM
Phoenyx
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great post and reply

Oct 30 - 1PM
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But K, don't you see that

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