Get out of jail free card...
Get out of jail free card...
Why do I feel like understanding what they are is like us giving them a get out of jail free card?
11 days NC, and every other hour I can think of a different Narc thing he said or did to me that makes me angry and sometimes stops me in my tracks where I need to stop and take a breath because for a moment the situations appear so surreal that I couldn't believe it was me. Yes,for a few seconds I forget to breathe. Is that crazy or what? I get it they are Narcs and Psychopaths but they walk away with a smile on their face leaving their wreckage behind. Time after time. For a N Its like being in a hit and run accident over and over again...and they simply get out of their car and walk away never looking back.
I know I let him in my life and in my heart, but he lied and deceived his way in there. It was too painful, embarrassing, and I had too much invested to let go of hope.At the end of it all when I realized he never had any good intentions from the beginning was the point of No Return and anger within me. Now when I wake up thinking about him there are no good memories only bad and I don't want him back, not a hoover, not glimpse of his current life. Everything he touches turns to shit so I can't imagine anything ever going well in his life.
I am tired of giving them free stuff, now they are allowed our silence without any consequences to their actions.
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Thank you, orchids, and
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Autopilot
K, braveheart, you are in the
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Wonderful Advice!!
Silence = F.. Off
K
Love that, talk...
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great post and reply
But K, don't you see that
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