freak out ! Can anyone see if we have looked at them on FB?

Initially after the big D&D, even though I was no longer on my exN's friends list, I kept my page open to friends of friends because I wanted him to be reminded of me. I didn't want him to just forget me like I never existed. I wanted him to see my interaction with mutual friends and pictures to think he might someday regret what he gave up. I only "knew" that he was looking at my page because he was so predictable and I knew his habits. I had no proof of when he did it or how many times, but I "knew" he wanted to know what I was doing. He also did this with the previous OW who is still on his friends list. He would occasionally look at her page and tell me what she was doing. As if I gave a f**k! At that point in time, I didn't know he was an N either, and I wanted him to be aware of how much he hurt me and feel some sort of remorse. But now that I know he's an N, that was just Nirvana for him and he doesn't feel remorse. I unknowingly gave him a lot of supply in the initial days following the D&D, but I didn't know. When we were still "together" he de-friended me more than once after arguments that HE caused. I loved being punished for his bad behavior! At one point, I was off his friends list for about 2 months but we still talked on the phone everyday and I even visited his town for a month, at which point I saw him everyday and I spent the Holidays with him. I had sent him friend requests but he wouldn't accept them, telling me we got along better off of FB, because we were always arguing about it. But that's because of his interaction with other women on there. I told him it wasn't FB, it was HIM. That's like blaming the telephone for causing arguments when you're saying something crappy to me in a phone conversation. He liked keeping me off there so he could interact however he wanted without me seeing what he was really up to. The irony about that, though, is that we started arguing daily about the fact that I wasn't on his friends list, so he couldn't get away from it. I told him once, I'm good enough to f**k, but not good enough to be on your friends list? During this time I kept my page open to friends of friends so he could see what I was doing, but I couldn't see his. I knew he looked because he told me. He was curious. But one day, I thought why should I be putting up with this one-way, double-standard crap? Screw him. And then I changed my privacy settings back to friends only. When he noticed, he was incredulous. You changed your privacy settings! It really bothered him he could no longer have access to my page. I said why do you care? You said we get along better without FB. Within several days of that, I logged on one morning to see he had FINALLY accepted my friend request. What an asshole.

but does this google analytics actually tells you WHO looked at your website, or just how many and when? does it actually list email addresses of who has looked at you? i seriously can't imagine that I can't imagine she has anything like this for her small business website.

This is what i thought. that that was a bogus link. but I have been in torment the last 2 hours with this thought and my therapist could not help me- she did not know. I HATE this obsession. hate it. hate it. it hurts my mind so much. I want to maintain as much dignity as possible and could not bear to think of her knowing this. I have not looked in over a week and plan to be very strong on this. I feel better for completely disppearing from their world.