Feel sad and filled with regret
Feel sad and filled with regret
I have many blessings. I have great kids. I'm dating a great guy right now...who's been a longtime friend of mine. He has listened to me rant about the exN, before we started going out. He's been amazing.
But, tonight...for the first time in a few weeks, I felt this overwhelming sadness. Just cried my eyes out, from regret. Regret of sleeping with that narc. He said horrible things to me after the breakup...and has never sincerely apologized.
I just feel so sad tonight. The good news. He's been banned (again) from that site...for a long time. So, I don't have to see him posting his bullshit. I am back in the angry stage. I have friends that we share, and one brought him up today...telling me he got a new car. I told the person, that's good...and changed the topic.
Is it wrong of me to want to rid my life of our mutual friends? These aren't lifelong friends, we pretty much developed friendships last year, when we all met for the first time at a local party. (local to me, he lives out of state) I don't want to ever log in again on that website. When I stay away from it, I'm good. I need to just go away from anything, and everything narc-related...
I don't want to hear about him. It just makes me fill up with deep regret. He was the worse decision I've ever made in my life. Thx for listening. Sorry to vent. :=( Just having a tough night.
Deidre
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D40
Awww D... I'm so sorry you
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D40
hi Deidre
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soaper girl
Thanks Dee
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soapergirl
Thanks Dee - Self Esteem Issues, Alone But Not Lonely
Hi Deidre, It is hard, I have
STAY STRONG!! XX
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Deidre
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D40
You need to do exactly what
redhead
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