Dont wanna react to his D&Ding anymore!

Ok I havent been the best at NC, but surprisingly his D&Ding lately has made me feel too bad to answer his msgs defending myslef because I know how sadistic he can be once I answer to his insults.

This time it involved my graduation dresses. Last week he asked me everyday to send him a pic of the dress and I didnt.. cuz he never contacts me to just chat, and this time wasnt different. I knew he just wanted to criticize my dresses. So I didnt send him shit.

Anyway my graduation was on thursay and friday and by sunday morning ppl were posting on FB pics. Of coruse I was there with my pink dress, which personally I really didnt like much. As soon as a pic came up he send me msg laughing and I didnt respond. Then today another msg laughing and this afternoon he was online an said something like: "Post on a nice pic, sincerly in my opinion both dreses were horrible, Noteven ugly , but AWFUL." I didnt respond to this either.

I have two reasons no to respond to this D&Ding: 1. I would feel awful afterwards because I would engage into a insulting conversation were he will be too sadistic for me to handle. 2.I know how Ns feed from our pain and he wanted a reaction from me to feel powerful and stronger, well I didnt give it to him. But still IT hurts , a whole LOT! and I talked to some friends asking about my dresses and one of them told me it was nice and the other one told me just the lower part was kinda ugly.. anyway I cried and now I feel beated. Dont wanna react and I feel like I a getting closer to delete him from my BB pin, but still not strong enough to.

Have any of yo have had this kind of D&Ding?? how did u react??? I really dont know how to feel now...