Did you guys block it out?
Did you guys block it out?
im on 2 weeks SOLID no contact. I was in the no contact phase, but he kept getting thro....not anymore tho. I told him if he really "loved" me he would leave me alone.
Anyway. Its been a rollarcoaster...and some days are better then others....But Im curious.
Did you block out the stuff you knew? Did you repress those feelings and pretend they didnt happen, just so things would go back to normal? meaning....back to the good part of your relationship?
I blocked out a DIRTY video and made it okay in my mind. Thats crazy. I also pretended everything he said, that I didnt like was stuff he really didnt mean. and then I took that and felt sorry for him and wanted to help. I think the bottom line is I just wanted someone to love me for me and my past/crazy family.
I never needed him but I wanted him. Now I feel as tho I need him. Also I use to think of ways and reasons to call him when he was acting different and try to get him back to a "happy" place....Im freaking out!!! .... Tell me this is normal?
That is "normal" when you are with a Naricssist
Blocking it
I keep blocking things then
That's called DENIAL, ladies
I did it too. I lied to