Did all of that really happen? Or did I imagine it all?
Did all of that really happen? Or did I imagine it all?
I feel like I don't care anymore, nothing seems to matter whether it's him or my life. It's as if I'm going through the motions of every day without any passion behind anything. I get frazzled over the simple fact of having to do course work for college, the fact that my friends don't text me back...I manage to turn most things into something that is directly against me. For instance, they don't text back that means they're bored with me. I don't know how to get out of it and then I think of him...
I find myself just wanting to know the truth, I feel like I need to know that I mattered somehow, that there is some small piece of care in him for me. He hasn't tried to contact me since the other week, so that's good I guess. I did ignore him so either he got the message or he'll try again later. I feel like I don't matter to anyone because of him, I feel like a shadow walking through life.
I don't want him to have found someone else because I think that the other person would get everything I wanted from him--him to make more time for me and not blow me off.
I feel like I need closure, for him to tell me he's truly deeply sorry.Even if they're empty words...I want them. I don't know why.
What can I do when I'm still struggling with someone who I can't tell is a monster or not?
It's almost as if I sit here and think, "did all of that really happen or did i imagine it all?"
Yes, an honest to God apology
You express really well the
I can totally relate really
I'm stuck
I understand what you mean,
A list is a good idea, I'll
i feel the EXACT same way
It WILL Get Better
The only place I can really
Really confused
Funny thing, we were never
RC
I've also been just
It will get better
Yeah, I just feel like there
The way you feel is exactly