Day 3 of NC - Hardest day yet
Day 3 of NC - Hardest day yet
Day 3 for me with NC.
My N told the other boater people that we were no longer together. The very nice couple we boat with wrote me last night and told me. That made it so final that he's telling everyone that I'm a broken shell again. He's so cold! He's so cruel! He was cheating on me and yet he turns it around that he's pissed I looked at his Iphone! I feel so bad today because it's the weekend and I know he's taking the boat out all weekend like we always did and having a blast without me. I'm not a thought. I'm nothing to him. He as made NC and I feel so ashamed to miss him. I won't contact him but crap I'm at the end of my rope.
The nice couple that has been researching Narcissism since I told them what he was said some very nice things to me yesterday. She said that she thought he was very strange and quiet and didn't know what to make of him or how to take or read him when they first met him. Then she said I came along and it was like 'this is a great couple'. How fun! She said I'm what made us fun. I wish I could see what she sees. So she is a very sweet lady and she already is trying to set me up with a policeman from IN. He befriended me on facebook. I'm not ready to jump like that when I know I will compare everything to my N. Plus, I have a fear of N's now. She said she has known him for 7 years and he's golden. They're very nice for trying to help me. They don't understand the addiction I have to my N. But I know I don't want him back.
I'm supposed to be at the IN
Yes...
I feel like an empty shell.
Keep going...
I get my son in a few hours
I takes time Sad, now you
Thank you ewa! So how does
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stay strong. you don't miss
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Ns go on a smear campaign
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In doing a lot of reading
I hope I can feel better by
The road less traveled (Not the book)
Thank you James, This is a
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Thanks Lisa, I appreciate
You are Welcome
I agree with you. Time is
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I'm trying so hard but it's
No you don't
I needed this. You're
Don't do it, you'll feel
Ending the dance
You are right. It's just