confession time- for the first time in 2 months I sent him a happy holloween msg....blah
confession time- for the first time in 2 months I sent him a happy holloween msg....blah
Im ok, the msg went unread(im sure he still has his email set up so none of mine get thru...since i was so EVIL to him)
Odds are he has no clue i even sent it. I have therapy Monday...but oddly enough I think this is something I needed to do. I dont know how to explain it, but as if I needed to know that yes I am still cut off and he is a horrible man to do such a thing...like i was so evil compared to him. and in the past I never ignored him when he would get back in contact.
And he cut me off under the guise that he was doing it for both of us.
The thing that gets me is he puts on this act that he cares about others that have our illness..goes to.support groups, driving others to appointments...but yet goes and cuts me off after making sure he was my only source of support. He has a huge event in his area tomorrow and I know he will be their being his N self...making himself seem like he is sooo beyond caring. I can only hope like I did in the past that one day soon he will mess with a woman locally and she will expose him and he will no longer prey on sick women.
my biggest mistake was taking him back in May and not exposing him locally. So, here I sit in silence..they dont know he is evil...and I look like the evil crazy one because of the emails he has that I sent.
He probably has a new OW and i can just see them sitting all happy looking at Halloween movies tonite.
ok, back on the NC horse. Im not feeling hurt just angry...im more angry now then ever with him.
Despite me breaking NC...I enjoyed halloween.
You chose Halloween to
destiny
I dont feel like im back to
come on here....
I agree,,it gets so bad sometimes
Sounds like you wanted to test the waters
Sounds like you wanted to test the waters
Russian Roulette
Thanks everyone- I think I