Cindylab21's story
Cindylab21's story
I am married to a doctor. He is so arrogant and selfish. He throws tantrums. We have 2 sons- 3 and 8 years old. I never know what I'm going to be blamed for. He never speaks to me nicely. Always has a tone. Always angry about something. So many examples- just today in the am told I am colorblind becAuse I couldn't see he had a black belt and he was looking for a brown belt. Or he NEVER has underwear in his drawer. When he got home, first words were -these documents came back because YOU said not to sign certain parts-never mind he read the same instructions. I'm always in trouble. It's so hard. Totally uninvolved with the kids, especially if sports on. When we have company, everyone is expected including kids to be quiet if he has to make a phone call- he can't move to another room. If he falls asleep on the couch, all he'll breaks lose if anyone dares disturb the king. I feel most weekends I have to take the kids out as much as possible because he's just so selfish and can't be bothered. I'm in therapy. Was on anti-depressants, but just stopped 2 weeks ago because I didn't like how I felt. When I had post partum and needed meds, his resposnse was- great- you will never want to have sex again! I could write a book about the selfish behaviors he has done to me. I need help. I can't take it anymore. It's so hard to keep my mouth shut. I do because what's the point of arguing? He truly makes everything my fault. He has such a way of making me believe that I really do everything wrong. He can rage. A simple conversation can turn ugly in a split second. He fights dirty. He's so loud. It's so hard. Everybody we know except 1 of my friends who has seen him put me down, thinks he's awesome. He's the life of the party. So charming. His patients love him. When he gets mad-almost everyday, I get called names. I am a good person. I love animals and help with rescues. I try to be a good mom to my kids. Help me
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Cindylab21
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