Celebrating my Independence

Hello all,

Although I still have a long way to go for ME. I am working through my FOO and digging out roots in counseling; as well as being prescribed 50 mg of Zoloft. If nothing else, it has helped immensely with my racing thoughts. I have been NC and stopped counting the days, so I can't tell you how many, but what I can say is this - it's the longest I've ever been (my previous record being a whole month), and the best part of all is this:

I feel no attraction or attachment whatsoever to him. I still work through hurt feelings, and sometimes my ego wants out of her cage to swing a few words his way - of course I also occasionally wish he were different, but he isn't and he won't change. I am changing though, and despite all, the transformation is apparent.

He makes me feel sick, no more longing at all. I have no attraction for this man and all he has done. He's a little kid who can never accept real responsibility unless it suits his agenda, and thank the Lord I can see through his bullshit.

I feel so much better about that.

My issues are my own and I am owning them :)

Just thought I'd share the buzz for anyone still stuck in the first stages of NC and LC.

Much love.