A bit angry at mom tonight.

I was doing alright until a couple of weeks ago. Tonight is a bad night though. Through therapy, self help books, and a lot of self reflection I know exactly where my issues stem from. Childhood, of course. My mom is a narc. My dad was just like me.

Today flash flooded due to rain from Isaac. I emailed my mom to drive safely. Her work email is set up like mine. It's instant notification. She didn't respond. She hasn't responded to any of my emails, texts, or phone calls over the past couple of weeks.

She last contacted me when she flew out of town and asked me to check her mail.

Just a down day. No matter how much knowledge I gain or how much therapy I go to, I just want my mom to love me. That's all.