Am I the only one that had a hard time going to NC???

That is something that confuses me also.....am I the only one that has struggled with going to and maintaining NC???
It seems to me that it's almost like I'm weaning away from him....I have my own apartment, I set certain boundaries, then in a few days, it's shit again.
I would think others had a difficult time with this also.....,,I do think, like I said, that going back to work will be good. I have been off work since January 14 with this neck injury....WAY TOO MUCH FREE TIME.....I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF!!