Allesandra's Story

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#1 Apr 16 - 5PM
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Allesandra's Story

Peter Pan an his magical thinking

Hi Everyone. I finally woke up and accepted that if he is or is not a narc is not important. what is important is that he makes me feel like I am losing my mind. 17 months on and off. at the begining he was chasing me like a mad man wanting to see me all the time. texting hrs on end phone calls and reminders of his love.fast forward all went downhill right after he had secured my love. 6 months into the relatinship i asked him where we were going and he did not know. calls became less texts shorter. then he says hes confused. gave him space.He vanished for 7 weeks last summer came back all lovey dovey as if nothing had happened. even had the nerve to ask what happened to me since I had not bothered to contact him the whole 7 weeks. things were good for about 2 weeks then back to the samw crap. sometimes days no news and stupid me would always welcome him back no questions asked. the last straw foe me was when he would read my facebook messanger texts and would not respond. told him I was blocking him and he said. good luck with that. replied I dont need luck. check this and vola he was blocked. that night he showed up at my work in a rage. said nothing about the blocking. I was scared so I made jokes to calm him down and yap we spent the night. did not hear from him for 4 days and FRiday day 5 was his birthday and yes Goldie I did text him happy b day even thoug u told me not to. he was happy and did reply thanks with a smiley. we spoke briefly on the phone. I asked if he had any plans for his B day and he said yeah he was having dinner with his x wife who he has been separated for 2 years now. said was an early supper and would call me later. I only heard from him 24 hrs later and he was on his way to see me . I said no need turn the F''''' car around and go home. have not heard from him since 8 days . good great wonderful . go to hell I never want to see u again . yes I miss the illusion no I dont miss the drama and the insecurities yes I sometimes want to call him and no I wont

Apr 29 - 10AM
Not-this-time
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Allesandra our story is

Apr 29 - 10AM
Allesandra
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I broke no contact

Apr 25 - 12AM
Journey
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Hi allesandra, good for you

Journey on...

Apr 18 - 6AM
LulaB
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Good for you!!!

Apr 29 - 10AM (Reply to #16)
Allesandra
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Lula

May 27 - 6AM (Reply to #17)
murphyagnes (not verified)
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Control

May 29 - 9PM (Reply to #20)
juniper
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I couldn't agree more

May 27 - 6AM (Reply to #18)
Allesandra
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Murphy Agnes

May 30 - 6AM (Reply to #19)
murphyagnes (not verified)
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Your Fault?

Apr 29 - 10AM (Reply to #15)
Allesandra
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Lula

Apr 18 - 5PM (Reply to #2)
Allesandra
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Thx

May 20 - 8AM (Reply to #3)
Allesandra
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he is back acting lovely

May 20 - 8AM (Reply to #4)
talktothehand
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Allesandra

May 20 - 8AM (Reply to #5)
Allesandra
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talktothehand

May 20 - 9AM (Reply to #6)
talktothehand
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Allesandra

May 20 - 1PM (Reply to #7)
Allesandra
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thx

May 23 - 10AM (Reply to #8)
Allesandra
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Is it possibile

May 23 - 10AM (Reply to #9)
talktothehand
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Allesandra

May 23 - 10AM (Reply to #10)
Allesandra
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I like Facebook

May 23 - 10AM (Reply to #11)
talktothehand
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Facebook

May 23 - 11AM (Reply to #12)
Allesandra
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I blocked

May 23 - 11AM (Reply to #13)
talktothehand
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why don't you

May 23 - 5PM (Reply to #14)
Allesandra
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Thx and omg!!!