Struggling..
Struggling..
Hello all, I haven't posted in a long time. But I'll make this somewhat short. I have been broken up with my narcissist for 5 months.ive been with a new wonderful man who I live with for 5 months. As soon as I met this guy I broke it off with the narc. The Narc contacted me once or twice and told me that he loved me and asked if I loved my new guy, and I told my narc because of what he put me through it was hard to love the new guy. I'm suffering from ptsd from this past relationship because I was with my narc for 4 years. And I do really like and care for my boyfriend and I want it to work but I still can't stop thinking about my narc and feeling like i miss him. Its consuming me and killing me. My boyfriend has been nothing but supportive. He knows I was in an abusive relationship, so he says it's going to take time. But I still feel under the spell. I still feel compelled to be under him. Like I said it hasn't fully been nc. Once every two weeks I would reach out. (Not him) and check up. But I've never met up with him or cheated on my current boyfriend. Does anyone have advice? It's eating me alive. I want to be happy with this new guy he's so great and caring and loves me so much.. But I'm so used to the abuse.. Thanks in advance..
Hi Blue
Hi Blue