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#1 Oct 12 - 11AM
Sillycat
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Here again.

I shared some of my suffering here maybe 2 or 3 years ago.
Felt very ashamed I would never be the strong person to actually leave the relationship. Ended up having another child. (Have 2 adorable children now).
II was living not in my home country then, but now we are in yet another country. All my ideas and planning. As he would have a fresh start in a new career and I would just be strong enough to put up with him. Now, its been almost 3 months we arrived in this country in Asia and things are pretty bleak. He's shouted and me and swore back at him and he is giving silent treatment since. I just hate him so much. I cannot even face looking at him. Feel so stuck as don't trust many people to share about it. Our 'company' has confidential psychology appointment s available but I am so afraid this will only make them judge me . I feel so trapped and angry. I am living the dream I had for my life, but this situation with him is sucking the life out of me. He never even dreamed of pursuing this career. I gave my dream to him. Now I am wasting my life, where I could be enjoying this new experience with my children.. Thank you for reading!

Oct 12 - 11PM
Sillycat
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Reading old posts

Oct 14 - 6AM (Reply to #2)
Lookforward
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How about Goldie?

Oct 22 - 6PM (Reply to #3)
ItsFinallytime
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agree. How about a one on one