After sex with the narc
After sex with the narc
Did any of you experience that after sex with your narc you almost felt raped? And not really in the physical sense, but in the sense that you just got raped of some of your dignity? This is something I have been dwelling on this morning. I am not even a full 24 hours into no contact (that is a lot for me, though), and already my thought processes are beginning to change a little bit. It's crazy, I mean we have been in no contact for more than a day before, but just the fact that i am intentionally implementing NC is changing my way of thinking.
Anyway, the sex with him progressively got more and more degrading, and ultimately the worst when I was having sex with him after the first discard. He would (sorry a little graphic) pull out and ask "where do you want it?" Real romantic. Like he was re-enacting a porno. It made me feel literally like an object. I forget what loving sex feels like. This is just something that is eating away at me at the moment.
mine would
yeah, we were all with the
OMG
Good for you. I'm glad you
Humiliation
So true
What he said....
On the contrary...
Mine was very passionate and
I just wanted to tell you I
So happy to hear you are
Journey on...
I couldn't believe it when I
They are freakin pigs!!!! My
Mine said "how do you want
Sweetwater, you are not alone
When I first moved in he
Yes, I can relate to how you
Yes, absolutely mechanical,
yes
ditto
I'm sorry to hear that
Thank you sweetwater