Adidios Mi Vida..

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#1 Feb 26 - 9AM
Ophelia Standin...
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Adidios Mi Vida..

I never wrote my story, But I will write my good-bye..

I will start off by saying, for every fucking lie you told me to get what you wanted, or needed, or had to have.. and for every time I caught you in that lie, you would just deny, deny, deny...you made me so fucking sick, so anxious, so completely crazed....

I always thought, because you were younger, not from this country, and not fully understanding the English language, that maybe, I should cut you some slack,,, But you filthy little fucker, you knew exactly what you were doing the whole time,,,, you used me, physically, financially, emotionally,

I gave you everything,,, car, apartment, clothes, all because you came to this country with very little, ten years ago, and your old girlfriend would not let you even take your worn out jeans when she threw you out, (she was crazy). I felt bad,,, what the fuck was I thinking?? oh yeah, I remember, It was LOVE... MY poor poor man,
no clothes, no food, no way of getting around..

So I got you a job, and then the disappearing and silent treatment began,,, but I just thought again,,, He is just
immature asshole... and I took you back, a thousand times,
only to find out about OW,.

I lost everything,,, my job, my house, my fucking dignity all for the sake of your LOVE.

I will get past your lies, because I now know your a sociopath,

I will get over your past physical abuse, because you a sick individual who has no empathy.

I will get over all the OW - because you are a narcissist.

I got what I thought was revenge, I fucked up everything I bought you, I got you fired...I took back what was left, why let you keep it... I don't care what I look like to you
any longer,

Because I don't care what you are.

I will no longer, keep my eyes down if I see your car coming in the other direction, because I no longer am looking out for you.

You are nothing,
You are nothing

YOU ARE FUCKING NOTHING......

BUT I AM EVERYTHING.