4 days post Xmas D&D - final advice needed pls!
4 days post Xmas D&D - final advice needed pls!
I so need advice, haven't been able to tell this until today -I got the D&D on Christmas morning, 4 days ago. I was so blindingly angry after I got the email that I wrote back, broke NC and went back and forth until yesterday when it hit me that we're supposedly conversing and getting nowhere and it's hurtful so i stopped.
My question is - do I write one last email telling him what I think of him? After 2.5 years there's things that I never confronted him with, truly awful things he did to me. And he's twisted things around in his emails pointing the fault back on me so that I just feel sick.
Or do I just stop now, keeping all these rantings inside me? I want to do what's best for ME at this point. It's really over. I blocked him from Facebook. I'd do the emails but he wouldn't know, they'd just be deleted.
The postings seem to be stepped up the last week or two over the holidays, doesn't it? THey are awful during the holidays aren't they?
He does this every 6 months or so, but this time it's over. I'm angry but not in bed medicated like i was last summer, so that's a good sign. I actually have a date tonight. I don't love him any more, just still miss the good things and feel overwhelmingly sad and angry.
Please - do I rant in an email then block? Or just disappear with all my anger?
hugs, marissa
Marissa . . . it's hopeless.
One thing I'll say--I did
Deidre
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Marissa
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michele
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Marissa
Remain NC. The content of
I agree with these ladies.
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God sometimes removes a person from your life for your protection. Don't run after them.
Marissa
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NO CONTACT~
No contact
I have had the same thoughts
Block Him
thank you, you're all wonderful
Personally, I'd do NC. He