4 days NC (2nd attempt!)
4 days NC (2nd attempt!)
Ok...so since I (stupidly) broke NC I have been up and down like a frickin yoyo, however...I have made slight progress, I definitely DO NOT want to contact him again.
I'm still having low moments of obsessive thoughts, self doubt and anxiety but the sadness is starting to turn to RAGE!
I feel like I want him to really pay for what he's done to me. I want to unmask him to the world so no one will give him the time of day.
I've even been considering (anonymously) reporting him to the police. He is a cocaine addict, he regularly takes it into local pubs and I have recently found out he has been dealing. I feel like I would get better alot quicker if I somehow got rid of him...
Opinions needed, is this a step way to far? Have I gone completely barking mad?!
Thanks for all your comments,
Everyone here wants "pay back"
I've even been considering
neet, honeypie, as one who
spinning
Dangerous Game
Rage and thoughts of revenge
Huh? How about you figure out
I know, I definitely need to
You're not going crazy.