"3 mnths is too long to be upset over a relationship!"
"3 mnths is too long to be upset over a relationship!"
My sister called me tonight .... I try to sound upbeat, bc she and everyone else (family/ few remaining friends) think that my sadness is just "ridiculous."
When she called earlier I didnt have the energy to pretend perky (which used to be my usual personality). She was like, "dont tell me you are still sad over that GUY" She told me that she felt three months was too long... besides- "there was no engagement!" She asked me what is wrong with me.
I told her that it's obvious that she doesnt understand and that i have tried to make it clear. I asked her if she could just consider that maybe she is wrong in her opinion of me being "wrong" "too attached" "too sensitive" and that perhaps being with a psychopathic type personality is damaging to the person involved- ME. She denied that she could be wrong.
She told me that I am smart enough to know better! So what you had a bad relationship... so does everybody- get over yourself.
I really didnt need that CRAP!!!! I am not embellishing or wallowing... or pretending.... or playing victim! I am tired of this pain. Hasnt she thought that maybe i DO want to just snap out of it. God if only it was that frigging easy doesnt she think i would have done it. I am not so pathetic that this is some form of attention for me. This is my life and i am aware that at this moment i am wasting it!! Im not happy about this!!
I cant wait to start therapy so i can get some of this crap out!
(not a good night)
Jessika
Thank you
they just dont get it
I'm fine, how are you?
Sad
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Understanding The Trauma
I sawthis show
Finallydone, It's Not Over Until It's OVER
it takes what it takes
Oh these Newbes!
As usual James a great post!
Thanks Marie
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