2 years later

Hello my dear friends,

I am coming up on my 2 year anniversary of leaving the N.
Things have been going ok. We still work at the same place and share a son so full no contact was never really possible - the contact we do have is mostly work related and very brief.
My 21 year old son is distant and I still struggle with wanting more contact with him ....
I have dated but have not let anyone in close enough to hurt me. I have trust issues that I fear will never go away.
I have had numerous dreams about the N this past week and am feeling sad.

With that all said, I have no regrets over leaving him. It was the best thing I ever did for myself. Although I sometimes have sadness I now have a peace I forgot existed while with the N for over 20 years.

Love, light and strength to all here.